Oops! YOU did it again...

You played with my heart, and I got lost in the game.

Time & time, I reminded myself, not to be silly and foolish, because you are a man good with your words, but not true to them.

I succumbed, I failed, I fell. I didn't learn no lessons, I fell, I picked myself up, only to be left standing picking the pieces up.

Again and again, trapped in the circle you created, with me enveloped.

December, you said. The month to sort things out when you will be back for good.

What will it be like again?

Will I soar or will I fall?

Will you let me fall?

Sorry doesn't help soothed the pain.

Everytime I close my eyes, I re-visit the memories that could never be erased. Do you feel the same thousands of miles away? Do you? Or am I the only and only exquisite one still clinging on to what is no longer there?

Love lost... You left me jaded and bruised, and yet have to keep going on to face the world, a world with you, but not in my world.

I began stacking the bricks, keeping myself inside again, afraid of the outside world. A wall unscaleable to anyone. I drew a circle around my heart, protecting it. In the end, I only felt more miserable, more withdrawn.

I can no longer say what I want to, fearful to face up to my true feelings, everything is under wraps. Everything surpressed.

All, just because of you.