Cue: "Akon - Lonely"
Loneliness is when you have cleared your work for the day, and yet still hanging around in the office, just waiting for time to tick by, just stalling to walk out of this room.
Loneliness is when you only have Class 95 as company and nothing awaiting you when you step out of this room.
Loneliness is not wanting to go home.
Loneliness is when he calls you and says the same old, " I am working late and not meeting you."
Loneliness is not getting used to this abrupt change.
I have never been a homely person. There is nothing wrong in the home/family department. It's just as simple as I do not like to go home. It goes to the extent that even if I read, I rather sit at a cafe alone than read in the comforts of my room.
4 years daily dinners and talks without fail, and suddenly his work changes things. No hard feelings, it is his career after all, just silly me, wanting so much.
Loneliness is wanting to talk, but no one is there.
Loneliness is always sticking around like a sore thumb, even in the presence of friends and meet-ups.
I've walked down this loneliness path, and I'm still walking and I don't see any end to it, yet.
Loneliness, can never leave me, or you.
"I have no one to call my own."
Loneliness is when you only have Class 95 as company and nothing awaiting you when you step out of this room.
Loneliness is not wanting to go home.
Loneliness is when he calls you and says the same old, " I am working late and not meeting you."
Loneliness is not getting used to this abrupt change.
I have never been a homely person. There is nothing wrong in the home/family department. It's just as simple as I do not like to go home. It goes to the extent that even if I read, I rather sit at a cafe alone than read in the comforts of my room.
4 years daily dinners and talks without fail, and suddenly his work changes things. No hard feelings, it is his career after all, just silly me, wanting so much.
Loneliness is wanting to talk, but no one is there.
Loneliness is always sticking around like a sore thumb, even in the presence of friends and meet-ups.
I've walked down this loneliness path, and I'm still walking and I don't see any end to it, yet.
Loneliness, can never leave me, or you.
"I have no one to call my own."

4 Comments:
At 9:48 PM,
Anonymous said…
there's still chacha girl... =)
although i cant comment on your blog as often as before (due to my stupid company setting up stupid unnecessary security settings), we can still email! heehee...
xoxoxo,
chacha
At 10:32 AM,
Anonymous said…
"...nothing awaiting you when you step out of this room."
I didn't realise that my name is "nothing"!
I've got two words for you beh beh!
*Kharrrr Pui*
*pui* *pui* *pui* *pui* *pui* *pui* *pui* *pui* *pui*
Bow Down,
We Are the Kings!
At 10:38 AM,
Anonymous said…
Dear Bee,
I did not realise that you feel this way.
I will try to spend more time with you
instead of planning to
"TAKE OVER THE WORLD!"
Sorry, I get excited everytime I say that.
Your lovely,
Osama
At 1:32 PM,
BeeNuts said…
No mood.
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